Returned?

I have returned... Maybe?

Some of you may remember me from years ago.

I have been self reflecting over the last few days as the universe has seemingly been forcing a total restart of my life lately.

I started off 2021 in the hospital ICU having what we thought was a heart attack on January 1st, even though I am only 29. In reality there was no blockage even though my heart was stressed and realesing hormones into my blood that signaled there was damage to my myocardium. Long story short I left the hospital after 4 days diagnosed with Idiopathic Myopericarditis which caused a Myocardial Infarction, a heart condition usually caused by viral infections but in my case with no apparent cause.

During this we are also in the process of buying a house. And after countless delays and extensions the end appears to be in sight, however my family and I currently do not have a home and are living with our parents because we lost our apartment in this process.

And such here I am today seemingly undergoing a universal reset as medical bills and unforseen costs seemingly reset my finances.

I figured what better time than after all this to start over and be that person I've always seen myself as, but always lay just beyond my grasp.

And so I return to the work I never finished, back in the Shadows where I hope my true self lie.

With love,
MrGray

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